Wednesday, December 22, 2010

Fifty-Four

Today was good.
Then why do I feel sad and incredibly anxious?

Breakfast: 1 piece of toast w/butter
Lunch: A chunk of cheese, 1 fuze shape tropical punch drink
Dinner: A sandwich, crackers w/cheese and sausage
Other: A few carrots, a pickle, 1 in/1 in brownie, "sex-in-a-pan", punch, cookies. [I was at a party. I'm both proud of myself and disgusted with myself... but yay, progress? I ate that much and didn't binge.]
Excersize: Walking
Harm: None

But I'm all tied up on the inside
No one knows quite what I've got
And I know that on the outside
What I used to be, I'm not
Anymore

You know I've heard about people like me
But I never made the connection
They walk one road to set them free
And find they've gone the wrong direction

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