Crash and burn

Wednesday, October 13, 2010

So, I had my first counselling appointment today. It went okay, I guess. I've been given until Friday to decide whether
A] I want help
B] That counsellor will work for me.
I don't want help really, and I want to say that I don't want to do...but I sort of promised Mom that I'd try. So...I dunno. And as for the guy...my first impression of him wasn't good, but, it wasn't horrible either, and I was biased when I went in. I don't know. He seems fine, I guess.

I don't know. I have to think, I guess.

I managed a bit of food on monday, and a bit yesterday. I'm not eating today.

On a more cheerier not, I WANT THIS HAT. http://calgarycosplay.com/zombiehat.php

WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAANT.

1 comment:

AriOctober 20, 2010 at 9:52 AM
You think you deserve that pain, but you don't. <3 You are not fat. You are not stupid. You are not a failure, a fake, or a bitch. You aren't your weight, your IQ, or your mistakes. You're you and I love you for that. <3 [I'm in love-y speech mode, can you tell?]

ALSO. I'M SURE THE HAT IS FUCKING AWESOME. But it links to a picture of your leg? I want to see the hat now. :C
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You come to me with scars on your wrist
You tell me this will be the last night
Feeling like this

I just came to say goodbye
Didn't want you to see me cry
I'm fine

But I know it's a lie

This is the last night you'll spend alone
Look me in the eyes so I know you know
I'm everywhere you want me to be

The last night you'll spend alone
I'll wrap you in my arms and I won't let go
I'm everything you need me to be

Your parents say everything is your fault
But they don't know you like I know you
They don't know you at all

I'm so sick of when they say
It's just a phase, you'll be okay,
You're fine

But I know it's a lie

This is the last night you'll spend alone
Look me in the eyes so I know you know
I'm everywhere you want me to be

The last night you'll spend alone
I'll wrap you in my arms and I won't let go
I'm everything you need me to be
The last night away from me

The night is so long
when everything's wrong
If you give me your hand,
will help you hold on
Tonight, tonight

This is the last night you'll spend alone
Look me in the eyes so I know you know
I'm everywhere you want me to be

The last night you'll spend alone
I'll wrap you in my arms and I won't let go
I'm everything you need me to be

I won't let you say goodbye
And I'll be your reason why
The last night away from me, away from me

When you feel all alone
And the world has turned it's back on you
Give me a moment please to tame your wild wild heart
I know you feel like the walls are closing in on you
It's hard to find relieve and people can be so cold
When darkness is upon your door and you feel like you can't take
anymore

Let me be the one you call
If you jump I'll break your fall
Lift you up and fly away with you into the night
If you need to fall apart
I can mend a broken heart
If you need to crash then crash and burn
You're not alone

When you feel all alone
And a loyal friend is hard to find
You're caught in a one way street
With the monsters in your head
When hopes and dreams are far away and
You feel like you can't face they day

Let me be the one you call
If you jump I'll break your fall
Lift you up and fly away with you into the night
If you need to fall apart
I can mend a broken heart
If you need to crash then crash and burn
You're not alone

Because there has always been heartache and pain
And when it's over you'll breathe again
You'll breathe again

When you feel all alone
And the world has turned its back on you
Give me a moment please
To tame your wild wild heart

Let me be the one you call
If you jump I'll break your fall
Lift you up and fly away with you into the night
If you need to fall apart
I can mend a broken heart
If you need to crash then crash and burn
You're not alone