Dear self,
You are a fucking idiot bitch. You take something small, blow it way out of proportion, and spazz out. You distrust, guilt trip, and frustrate someone that doesn't deserve it, then you insist they stay up to apoligize. Then when you get angry at yourself you make it painfully obvious, in yet another guilt trip. Like it's their fault you're such a stupid bitch. Then you get upset when they don't play into it and they call you on it. You're a fucking idiot cow.
Go get what you deserve.
Sincerely,
Me.
*hug* i love you, and we all get frustrated and things. i realized last night, and my husband pointed out, how i can't take anything at face value. i always question,and i don't trust. anything or anyone. just breathe and try to think whenever you feel like this. it's hard work, i know, but you are not alone.
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No, love. <3
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