Wednesday, March 30, 2011

Songdump/Ari

When your tears are spent on your last pretense
And your tired eyes refuse to close and sleep in your defense
When it's in your spine like you've walked for miles
And the only thing you want is just to be still for a while

And if your heart wears thin I will hold you up
And I will hide you when it gets too much
I'll be right beside you, I'll be right beside you

When you're overwhelmed and you've lost your breath
And the space between the things you know is blurring nonetheless
When you try to speak but you make no sound
And the words you want are out of reach but they've never been so loud

And if your heart wears thin I will hold you up
And I will hide you when it gets too much
I'll be right beside you, I'll be right beside you

I will sing, nobody will break you, you!
Trust in me, trust in me, don't pull away
Just trust in me, trust me 'cause I'm just trying to keep it together
'Cause I could do worse and you could do better

When your tears are spent on your last pretense
And your tired eyes refuse to close and sleep in your defense

And if your heart wears thin I will hold you up
And I will hide you when it gets too much
I'll be right beside you, nobody will break you

And if your heart wears thin I will hold you up
And I will hide you when it gets too much
I'll be right beside you, nobody will break you


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I want to know your plans and how involved in them I am.
When I go to sleep for good will I be forgiven?
And If you want roses you can go buy a bouquet.
If that just won't cut it, well what can I say?

You're what keeps me believing the world's not gone dead,
Strength in my bones put the words in my head.
When they pour out to paper, it's all for you.
'Cause that's what you do. That's what you do.

I want to know your fears, from your feet to the back of your ears.
When they raise the landing gear will your heart stay here?
If you could forgive me for being so brash, well you...
you could hit me or whip me, I'd savor each lash.

You're what keeps me believing the world's not gone dead,
Strength in my bones put the words in my head.
When they pour out to paper, it's all for you.
'Cause that's what you do.

No more fighting.
This is only a waste of our time
'cause soon we'll be leaving.
Will this strength still be mine?
I'll look out for you 'til I die, 'til I rot.
I'll remember you 'til I die, until I rot.

You're what keeps me believing the world's not gone dead,
Strength in my bones put the words in my head.
When they pour out to paper, it's all for you.

You're what keeps me believing the world's not gone dead,
Strength in my bones put the words in my head.
When they pour out to paper, it's all for you.
'Cause that's what you do.


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Follow through
Make your dreams come true
Don't give up the fight
You will be alright

'Cause there's no one
Like you in the universe

Don't be afraid
What your mind consumes
You should make a stand
Stand up for what you believe

And tonight we can truly say
Together we're invincible

During the struggle, they will pull us down
But please, please, let's use this chance to turn things around
And tonight we can truly say
Together we're invincible

Do it on your own
It makes no difference to me
What you leave behind
What you choose to be

And whatever they say
Your soul's unbreakable

During the struggle, they will pull us down
But please, please, let's use this chance to turn things around
And tonight we can truly say
Together we're invincible, together we're invincible

During the struggle, they will pull us down
But please, please, let's use this chance to turn things around
And tonight we can truly say
Together we're invincible, together we're invincible


HEY. ARI.
Since I know that you're reading this, since apparently you can get on to check my blog... I LOVE YOU. AND YOU'RE BEAUTIFUL. AND I MISS YOU.
And I keep sending you failcrack messages. Like constantly. xD But I think you're more likely to get the moon messages at this point, at least for now. BUT THEY'LL BE THERE WHEN YOU'RE FINALLY BACK ONLINE. Expect a full inbox of rambles. <3 omfg I miss you. A lot. <3 Do you know when you can get online again, yet?
OFGDIHDIFOGJ I LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU. AND YOU'RE AMAZING AND BEAUTIFUL AND FANTASTIC AND GORGEOUS AND WONDERFUL AND ADORABLE AND STUNNING AND WUNDERFUNDLE AND DOIGHDFGIHDFIOGJDFIPGJDPFIGJDIFJGDPFOJLOVe-H. <33333

11 comments:

  1. I'm thinking about you. <3
    Hey, I love you and you're beautiful and I miss you and aejawhekjawhejkawhejawekjawneaw.
    <<33333

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  2. Also, I'm going to love the 34290482930482094832 Failcrack messages. <3 I can't check right now because I'm just sneaking on my Mom's computer when I can.
    I love yoooooou. <3
    I'm sorry you're having a rough time. :c
    Thanks for the good dreams last night. <3

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  3. I loveeeee youuuuuuuuuuu. <3
    And yeah, that's what I figured.
    dfoigdfg<333333

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  4. I love you a bunch. <33333 I miss you. aejkahwejkahwejaw.
    And by the way, I'm okay. Since we last talked my parents called the cops on me, Ann's going to be here in 13 days, we got a wolf puppy, I started school, joined Pony Club. That's all the news. :P <3

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  5. Yeah I miss you too.
    AND WOAHWUT. COPS WHY? YAY/BOO ANN. WOLF PUPPY WTF WHYYYYY?! CAN YOU GET ONLINE AT SCHOOL? YAY PONY CLUB. WAIT, DOESN'T THAT INVOLVE RIDING? ARE YOU RIDING POPPY?
    I'm okay too, got a lot to think over. I'll let you in on it later :P I joined a LARP group 'cause I'm a nerd like that! And mostly just been bumming around.
    I love you so much. Like, just, sdoisijsdkowkdqwpodkw. And I miss you a lot. :c Thanks for the cuddles, though. I look forward to going to bed because that entire time, you're there. <3333

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  6. Mom and I got in a huuuuuge fight. Lolololol.
    AND PUPPY. He's wolf/GS mix. I DON'T KNOW WHY WE HAVE HIM. O.o
    And no computers at schooooool, onlky teacher comps. :c
    AND YES RIDING POPPY. WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO. 8D HE NEEDS A LOT OF RETRAINING THOUGH. WHICH I'M TRYING TO DO. xD
    That's awesome! 8D And okee, shoot me a FB message or something over eet. <3
    I love yoooou alot. <33333333333333 And bedcuddle time is awesome. c: Although last night a certain large annoying puppy kept interupting. :P
    <333333333333333333333333333

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  7. OH AND I WENT TO AN AWESOMETASTIC HORSE SHOW YESTERDAY. 8D Thought you'd like to know. xD

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  8. Augh. Glad things are okayish now, though?
    WTF. I WANT PEEKCHURES ASAP. THAT'S NUTS. ARE YOU GUYS KEEPING HIM OR WHAT?
    Ahahahahahaha. WOWWWWW. English or western? Is he mostly good or really bad?
    I might post it here, at least parts of it.
    Yessss. c: And I love you too. AND LOLOLOL.
    I'm lacking a donkey right now because I had lice so he needs to be isolated for 2 wks. So I am currently stuck cuddling a pillow :P
    OH? WHAT KIND? WERE YOU IN IT OR JUST WATCHING? IF SO HOW'D YOU DO!?

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  9. Yeah, I suppooooose.
    YES. I'LL GET THEM SOON. WE'RE KEEPING HIM. 8D HIS NAME IS ZOMBIE.
    Englishhh. He's okay, super stubborn. Getting a crop soon. :P
    Okee, love.
    OMFG. D: Poor donkleeeeee! DDDDD:
    JUST WAAAATCHING. But it'd be fun to do if Popy were ever trained enough. ;P
    SO WHAT'RE YOU UP TO THIS WEEKEND, BEAUTIFULEST? I'm fixing stalls at the barn. :P TOTALLY FUN. And taking Zombie to obedience classes.\
    I love you and you're beautifullll. <3
    ALSO I WAS PAINTING SO MY HANDS ARE COVERED IN OIL PAITN AND I'M TRYING REALLY HARD NOT TO GET IT ON THE KEYPAD.

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  10. http://a3.sphotos.ak.fbcdn.net/hphotos-ak-ash4/205472_215135118503690_100000216100726_1003698_1899256_n.jpg ZOMBIE.

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  11. OMFG. HE'S SO CUTE OMG. AND YOU KNOW HOW BIASED I AM FOR SHEPHERDS. OMFG. <3 also I can't believe you named him Zombie. That's so awesome. HE CAN BE THE ZAF MASCOT 8DD
    Yeah. :c It makes me sad and he'll be sad for being locked up for 2 weeks D: D:
    Haha, I'll bet he is XD Crops are useful. Silly poppy. xD YAY ENGLISH.
    Nice! What sort of show? :3
    Um, this weekend I'm cleaning paddocks, avoiding going to this partydinnerthing, sitting around, and possibly MC/Divinitas/LARP training [since I can't go on missions yet since Mom hasn't signed for me.]
    I LOVE YOU SO FUCKING MUCH. Seriously. I know I say it a lot but I do. You're basically my everything. I can't put words to describe how much you mean to me. So, so much. And you deserve it all, because you're amazing. And fantastic. And lovely and wonderful and beautiful and gorgeous and adorable and kind and wunderfundle and dfigjdfigjdf. <33333
    LOL OIL PAINTS. Can't wait to see the painting :3 BECAUSE YES I WILL GET TO SEE IT.
    <3333333333333

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