'cause I don't think that they'd understand.
When everything's made to be broken,
I just want you to know who I am.
I'm worried about Ari. I know she's trying, and that's all I can ask for. But I think she needs help [and there's nothing wrong with that] and the fact that she might not be getting it scares me =/
Miss Mary Mack, Mack, MacK
All dressed in black, black, black
She has a knife, knife, knife
Stuck in her back, back, back
She can not breathe, breathe, breathe
She can not cry, cry, cry
That's why she begs, begs, begs
She begs to die, die, die.
Last night I ended up falling asleep thinking about death. Mine, others. Not pleasant.
I'm feeling really uneasy, and I don't know why. Like something bad is going to happen. This cloud is hovering above, waiting to rain.
Impending storm.
Do you wake up on your own?
And wonder where you are
You live with all your faults
...
And I'll do anythin' you ever dreamed to be complete
Little pieces of the nothin' that fall ...
Put your arms around me
What you feel is what you are
And what you are is beautiful
Breakfast: 2 pieces of toast - 1 w/peanut butter, 1 w/nutella.
Lunch: Popcorn.
Dinner: Small beef burrito, small mexi fries
Other: Iced tea made with hot water, 7up, a huge amount of ice cream, pocky.
Exercise: Riding lesson, some walking.
Harm: None. I'm really temped to go to the other house and get all my tools, despite knowing that doing so is basically setting myself up to cut.
And right here in this moment is right where I'm meant to be
Here with you here with me
I could not ask for more than the love you give me
'Coz it's all I've waited for
And I could not ask for more
I could not ask for more
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| Lol, it's true. |
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