I'm so uneasy today. Restless.
i dreamed of razorblades scattered across a cement floor. neverending. pick one up, another appears just out of sight.
Gotta pick them up. all of them.
Gotta hide them.
People can't find them. can't. CAN'T.
i touch them and they stain with blood. So. Much. Blood. no matter what i do, they just get more and more red, a glistening patch of colour against faded silver.
stuff in my pockets. re-adjust. no matter what i do, they stick out. so obvious against my dark hoodie.
wrap them up and stuff them in my bra. they bleed through kleenex and more appear, between kleenex and skin, staining my flesh.
They won't go away and I can't hide or get rid of them no matter what i do.
Food: I've been bingeing all day. Purged once. ROAR.
Exercise: None
Harm:
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