105.

I am uneasy. Panicked. The world spins rapidly around me in slow motion, turning everything blurred. My body shakes, sitting not on chair but atmosphere, feet touching not ground, but air.
Up is down. Left is right. Inside should be outside.

Desaturate, make it fake.
Spin me 'round, bleed me dry.
Lacerate, make me quake.
Quiet sound, feel the sky.

I don't know why I'm so shakey and uneasy recently.

Breakfast: 1/2 cup homemade oatmeal, multivitamin
Lunch: oatmeal again. We need more food... grocery night tonight.
Dinner: microwave dinner- mandarin chicken w/rice, peas, peppers, and...green onion?
Other: Juice, chocolatebanana ice cream, cereal
Exercise: Paddocks
Harm: None.

Borderline, dead inside
I don't mind, falling to pieces
Count me in, violence
Let's begin, feeding the sickness
How do I simplify
Dislocate the enemies on the way

Show me what it's like to dream in black and white
So I can leave this world tonight