Sunday, June 5, 2011

I feel...itchy.
Something's been nagging at me all day and I don't know what. I'm restless. Anxious.
I'm so uncomfortable in my own skin right now. It feels confining. I keep feeling the constant need to streeeetch but no matter how much I do, the feeling persists.
I have cravings for unknown things that I more than likely can't have.
I miss mah lover. She should be here. Fuck distance.

1 comment:

  1. "I'm so uncomfortable in my own skin right now. It feels confining. I keep feeling the constant need to streeeetch but no matter how much I do, the feeling persists. "

    I wonder if that's because your body is still growing? I mean you may not be growing in height - but the body is still adjusting to hormones of all kinds - including hgh (human growth hormone). That particular hormone keeps increasing until it peaks and flatlines about age 20 (I think) for females....maybe it's 18.
    Nevertheless....your skin could literally be trying to adapt to changes within the body.
    I realize you're also trying out new ideas and ways of thinking/perceiving and that certainly is stretching your "way of being". That's most excellent!
    It too could feel like you need to stretch your skin as the concepts of self are housed in the "Body/Mind". We are all one in the same.
    HUGs to you.

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